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Entry title: Results ??
Date / Time : Wednesday, January 5, 2011 / 11:37 PM
After days of working and lazy-ing at home doin nothing,i finally realised i've got a blog ! how amazing ! hahaha..0ouh DARN it ! lets just cut the crap. i only write in my blog when i've got somethin to say. im just not the daily-writer kind. so yea,im writing here todae cause im down-right-nervous. abt wat? RESULTS. i always imagine myself collecting the results with tears of joy and screaming so loud till i can't hear myself and finally falling to the ground on my knees while trying to regain composure. But it seems like i've been dreaming for too long,to realise dat its finally here. It's amazing to feel dat i've made it dis far. Growing through primary school and secondary life,O' levels was wat i've been working for. Watching ur seniors take their results,made me feel like i know i'm gonna be in dat position one day. And finally its here. It feels almost impossible. Almost unreal.But it also feels dissapointing. If my results turned out bad,well den,its time to think of a new strategy. But dats seems okay to me,cause if my results turned out good,den its time for a new chapter of my life. And i think im scared. Thinking abt it,i've been working my butt off just to get a taste of O' levels. I mean its wat we're made to do rite? Ur teachers have always been preparing u for dis day. "Maisarah ! do u want to make it for O levels or not?! " some of my teachers would say. and so did my parents. and now dat it feels as though its finally over,i feel like there's nothing for me to work for anymore. Nothing to strive towards. yeah,i noe dat poly would be a different story altogether,but i just cant believe dat im finally here. we've made it. Im reaching the age of 18, and somehow,i feel old.. like really old. My parents are already preparing me for marriage. They say its never too early to start saving. GOSH!!! imagine my life when im 20 0.0"
But i noe dis,if i were to look back at my childhood or my teenage years, i wouldn't have it any other way.
HERE'S WISHING ALL O' LEVEL STUDENTS,THE BEST OF LUCK :)
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Sarah.ismail
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