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Entry title: Time flys by quickly w/o u realising it.
Date / Time : Sunday, December 5, 2010 / 10:16 PM
Yes, i noe. i've been busy. thought it would get easier after O'lvls. guess not. Life's been a stressing black hole. seems like its sucking the enjoyment i shld be having now. I'm a blur, im stuck, im depressed. YES ! DEPRESSED! yeah i noe, "sucks to be me !"
I only have one day off from work, which is hardly any, cause its really tiring and i'd spent the whole day juz buzzing off on my comfortable bed. My whole body is aching real bad and somehow, bruises show up from nowhere, appearing on my knees and arms. urgh ! i was so sure dat i wanna be in a hotel line for my future, but now, im re-thinking the idea. im re-stating the obvious. okay wait a sec, my mind's juz gone "DUHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ????***!? "
oh ok. where was i ? oh yeah. work sucks. ok,im done.
Oh ! and urm did i tell ya, dat my bf (lemon) is working in the same hotel wif me? For those of u who think dat its romantic cause u get to eat lunch together and go home together or send each other flirting looks while working, FORGET IT ! ain't gonna happen. not if u're stressed out like us. work is work. i dont expect him to do all dat, but i wouldn't mind if he would ask if i would like to eat lunch with him or he'd ask me if i needed any help in my work. but nooooo.. he would rather spend time else where. i admit, he has done sweet little things for me, eg: requesting the same off days dis fri, booking fish & co dis fri and going on the Sg'pore flyer dis fri. ok, but dats juz dis fri. after dat? wat happens den? oh yeah, back to the same normal boring routine. WORK. i've missed us. where we used to hang out juz for fun and when we looked at the christmas lights hanging down orchard road juz to let time past by. Dis year, the lights are gonna shine w/o us. u used to be dat shining light, now, guess u're batteries gone dead. u used to look at me and stare. and when i'd ask, u say "u look beautiful todae". but wat do u see now? i have horrible eye-bags and my face is extremely dry. i look FAT cause i've been eating wayy too much. so, am i still beautiful to you? If dis is wat work seems like in the future, den im embracing myself for the worse :'(The past :   Nur MyaPs : DEAL & SHA ! ( imissyouguyslikecrazy ! )
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Nur Mya
Sarah.ismail
Simple,hasty,fussy and fickle minded.
Loves apple pies! Dance is a passion.
Ain't a big fan of spiders. Hate em'.
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To own a Hotel !
Fucked up with life/Enjoying the little things life has to offer :)
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