When i looked at the face of my mum,i know that she'll have more wrinkles on her face,that she'll be tired half of the time,that she won't have much energy to move when she gets older one day.When i look back,what have i done to make my mother proud?I haven't given her the life she so clearly deserves.Mum,i'm sorry for i have burden u for all these years,by wasting ur money to put me in school,for wasting ur time to advice me,for wasting ur freedom to look after me.You're my sister,my friend,my dad,my teacher.
I passed by the mall today to see so many elderly with no one to hold.Talking amongst themsleves.Looking at those weary eyes,i felt a pang of guilt within me.I could never let u share the same fate.This I promise u,I'll find a good job and built a good life for u and the family.Doesn't matter if i have to do it all alone.I promise u,i'll send u and dad to 'Umrah' and den to 'Haji' (in Mecca) ~
insyallah I don't want to look back at my life when im 25, thinking what have i done wrong.I want to look back and say "
Alhamdulliah"
I <3 u mum
Nur Mya